i cant believed u say im heartless..

if im really that heartless .
i wont be there for you when u are feeling sad or angry due to your friends around you

when u quarreled with your very close friends, didn't i stayed by your side?
when u quarreled with my bro, didn't i stayed by your side ?
when you sad or somebody which is your idol made u upset, didn't i stayed by your side?
when my bro said i flirt his girl-friend, did i fight with him ? when u ask me to fight ?



i will only do it when he made me very angry
the reason i scold him the mother word is because he accused me ,
and for that i say sorry, cause i should not have scolded his mom,
which is rather close to me also.

u said i betrayed your trust because i show the msg to her ?
but i apologises did i ?
shes the only 1 i can trust
and shes gt nth to do with it
why pull her in ?
its between me you n gs.


ytd u told me you are grateful , n i say thx.
but did u bother to find out wad happen to me on Friday ?
and you told me .. its the past ?
so all i have done = myth ?
become a history ?

your classmate saw wad happen to me .

im someone who does not like to say out how i feel, i prefer bottling up, in case theres more quarrel.

u said i made you cried infront of him because i scolded you
but cant u tell me ?
u don understand me that well issit?
even if i quarreled with anyone,
i will console him/her.
when i quarrel with my bro,
didnt we make up?
but im sorry for making u cry
u said sorry is just a word.
if u wan me to it in action,
i can

just give me another chance


did u ever bothered to ask me ?
did u ever bothered to care about me ?

if your classmate saw wad happen,
he would had tell you.
but did u ever bothered to ask ?
u told me you dont know
but at foyer didnt u saw me ?
u said sorry to me,
i felt much better
but now the feeling is back.
how u expect me to control my emotion ?

mdm tong asked me what happen to me,
because i scolded her and mr tan for no reason.
i flared on them , because i don wish to lost you and gs.
but i just cant take it, u said im heartless.
i cried infront of mdm tong,
if u don believe,
u can ask her,
she knows wad i done better then you do .


but . the thing now is too much for me, its limit. everyone has its own limit.

to gs, u said i have changed, when u feeling emo or sad because of your family thing,
i thought i gt ask u can chat on phone ? to console you, but did u say ok ?

during school time, u saw me and steph tgt, its because im just her listener,
the way u sms me the msg,
its like totally damn it.
but did i scold you or anything?
i did not.
i just explain ,
u said u believe me,
but its too late u know ?

i may sound like a bad guy here.


when i ask you out, u said someone bdae, then alright nvm, but did i go out ?
i stayed at home to accompany you.
i cant believe that theres someone who say im heartless


on friday theres too much thing for me to handle,

first gs,
second steph,
third someone split saliver at me,
4th mdm tong
5th mr tan.

i had alot of things to keep in mind on friday already ..
and now this ?

how u expect me to control myself?
when theres too much to handle ?

if im really that heartless.
mdm tong said if theres anything happen around me, i should tell her, and she will help me
but did i say out your name?
if i really that heartless
i would have just report your name
but did i ?

so all i have done for u 2...
means im heartless eh ...
hmm .. alright bah

were you 2 there when im in need?
i might be blind but,
i don think so

Date : Sunday, March 15, 2009
Time : 12:35 PM